Sunday, August 31, 2014

I have yet to buy my school supplies ...



I always hope when I title things with a name such as that, even though I am a 20 year old adult, my mother will refrain from reading such a post as this! (Just kidding - love you, Mom!!!) As much as I would like to say, "Yeah this is just a catchy title that I'm using to attract more readers!" I would then in fact be lying to you because that is the honest truth - I HAVE YET TO BUY ANY SORT OF SCHOOL MATERIAL (and classes start on Tuesday)!!!

For starters, I'm a procrastinator.  I always like to think that will change but I have learned that I work pretty well under pressure and I'm good at meeting deadlines.  Therefore, I'm still feeling pretty good about starting my third year at college.

I do remember my first year of college, although it usually seems like decades ago!  I was a terrified freshman wondering what I had gotten myself into as I committed to being a student-athlete at college three hours away from my family where I knew no one.

I remember wondering before classes even started if I was going to fail; like maybe I would get lost trying to find a class.  I did.

I was afraid to struggle in math.  That happened.

I was worried there might be people who didn't like me.  There are always those people in life.

I was concerned about the three point line being farther back and missing a shot.  Well, you miss 100% of the shots you don't take.


And among all of the worry and anxiety and even, for lack of a softer term, failure I survived my freshman year of college.
 I even came back and lived through a great sophomore year.  Round three of college begins in less than two days, I don't have any school supplies, AND I am stress free.

College isn't always going to be easy.  Life isn't always going to be easy.  But it will be worth it.

So, to those beginning a new chapter in your life (here at Bethel or wherever you are), here's to a great year (aka virtual cheers).  Celebrate the day - tomorrow will be too late to enjoy what you can today!




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Check out the link below which shows off an
 incredible Welcome Week crew at Bethel University.





-Courage, dear heart. C.S. Lewis
Lexi











Sunday, August 24, 2014

Ubuntu




I have recently returned from camping in Ironwood, Michigan. I went with other students who are going to be RA's along side of me this school year and our boss.

At one point while camping we each went out and took three hours of alone time.  That is a lot of time to be alone, with no technology, to process a lot of thoughts, especially for an extreme extrovert like myself!  Sometimes it's hard for me to go be alone and then once I am alone, I can feel a little bit antsy!

So, there I was sitting on a beach along Lake Superior. 

It was cold. It was raining. I was running out of clothes that were dry so I only had on a sweatshirt, rain jacket, and these half-capri yoga pants things.  My tennis shoes were soaked from the day before (but lets be honest, who really wants to wear tennis shoes to the beach anyway when you will only get sand in them!) so I didn't have any socks on and I was wearing sandals.  

When I finally pulled my thoughts together to quit thinking about how cold my legs were, I was in awe of the beauty.  (I took pictures on the first day we arrived camping when it was sunny and warm, the water was glistening, it felt like perfect camping weather! That was the only nice day we actually had!)

There I was, two days later, sitting in fog and I shall repeat myself so you know that I did in fact type correctly - I was in awe of the beauty.  How could the same place have two different types of weather and blow me away with beautiful expectations?!

But that's the beauty in something like that - the idea that I don't have to have any expectations.  The idea that I don't have to have any expectations on this year, on my job as an RA, on my basketball team, and the list goes on.  The idea that, while there aren't expectations, I can always expect God to do great and marvelous things through this new school year, through my job as an RA, through my basketball team, and the list goes on.  

There's more, though.

While camping, the phrase "Ubuntu" got brought up.  I don't know about you, but I have never heard that word before in my life.  


Ubuntu.

I am
because
We are


I don't know about whoever is reading this, but I consider myself to be a pretty independent person.  I don't like having to deal with depending on others.  I like to fix my own problems.  I like to rely on my own strength; mentally, physically, and spiritually.

But that's not the way any of us were designed.

We were designed to be a part of a community; a community that can laugh and encourage one another in joyful times and later call upon one another in the darkest of hours.  While this year, and even this life, may not always be easy we have one another.

In the attempt of being honest and authentic, I will be the first to admit that I fail on my own on a regular basis aka every single day.  I even fail at being there for others when they need a friend most!  

Which brings me to this beautiful passage in scripture:

2 Corinthians 12:9-10
But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.”  Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses so that Christ’s power may res on me.  That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties.  For when I am weak, then I am strong.

When I am weak, then I am strong; because of CHRIST, I am strong!  WOW! Now that is a beautiful picture – more beautiful than any sunny day or foggy day on the beach of Lake Superior.

Once again, I repeat:
Ubuntu.

I am
because
We are




-Courage, dear heart. C.S. Lewis
Lexi





Monday, August 11, 2014

The Gospel, Basketball, & Belize: The Finale




The best is yet to come.

As I think about this past week that is the one line that keeps running through my head.  I never knew Buddy Hardy, one of the founders of the Fisher’s of Men organization that recently passed away.  I never saw the Baptist Training Center being built.  I have not seen the health of the Belizean people change as some of my other team members have from being on many medical and dental trips.  I never saw the unroofed and wooden floors of the dorms at the Cayo Deaf Institute.  I had never even been to the country of Belize before a week ago!!!

I do know a few things though.

I know that God is always moving.  I know that there were some kids who had never heard the gospel until this week.  I know that lives were changed, and if not the kids, than at least mine was changed.  I know that I met some of the most amazing people who were on my team and I had the greatest privilege to work with them, to watch their passion shine, and to watch Christ’s love flow from within them whether it was playing basketball or tiling floors.

I know that I am no longer in Belize or with the rest of our basketball and construction team, and speaking for myself, I know I can’t guarantee I’ll be able to go back. 

That doesn’t matter though – what matter’s is, the best is yet to come, whether I am in Belize, in the cornfields of Iowa, or downtown Minneapolis, Minnesota and I am more than certain that God will continue to work through each person on this trip because they are ALL IN for Him and He is always ALL IN for us.


Whatever each of us do,
Wherever each of us go,
Our story is about God’s story.


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Here is a video capturing some of our great moments this week.





-Courage, dear heart. C.S. Lewis
Lexi





Saturday, August 9, 2014

The Gospel, Basketball, & Belize: Part 3





Day 6
August 7, 2014
10:45 PM

Our basketball camp in Belize has been completed!

I am so incredibly exhausted – I enjoy being with kids, but there is something about them that makes you more tired than normal.  We had the most kids we’ve had a camp this week – a total of about 100 kids in the younger and older group.  We also ended the week with a joyous amount of new believers! A total of 38 kids gave their lives to Christ their week!!!

The younger kids are always more of a challenge than the older kids.  There are often more of them and many times we have kids younger than the age of five; the reason for that is because either parents consider us to be a free daycare OR older siblings want to come and play basketball but they are supposed to be babysitting their sibling so they drag them along to camp.  There are also a lot of young kids who don’t speak English yet, so I had to dig deep and speak what little Spanish I knew so that the kids would understand and obey instructions!!!

At the end of the camp today, since it was the last day, we sent each kid off with a new basketball at the end of camp.  There were a lot of smiling faces that left camp.

During our lunch break, Stewart drove my mom, Ronnie (one of our team members), and I to Marla’s House.  Marla’s House is a home that takes young girls out of bad and under privileged home lives to live for at least a couple months and the goal is to eventually reunite them with their families.  It broke my heart to see such beautiful girls who had to be taken out of their homes or were abandoned but I was so blessed to be able to spend time with them.

I almost started crying as I watched a little five-year-old girl, who had never even seen my mom before, run up and give her a hug! Her name was Jaylee and she wanted to sit in my mom’s lap, hold her hand, and play with her hair.  Jaylee told my mom she was beautiful and she loved her hair.  It was honestly one of the coolest things!!! My heart is overwhelmed with emotions just thinking about that moment!

After spending about 45 minutes there, we headed back to the gym and began to check in the older kids for camp.  I have gotten to know some of the older kids really well and they have been such a blessing this week to me with their beautiful, loving hearts.  Two young men in particular were GREAT basketball players but what impressed me the most was the respect they had for all of the girls who had clearly never touched a basketball before this week.

Another little boy told me he never wanted camp to end and he thought it would be best if I stayed in Belize and my parents and I lived with him from now on – he had a very extravagant plan as to how I would now go to the University of Belize and play basketball, he would feed the three of us every day and he had room in his house for us to sleep.  I told him I could leave my three siblings at home so, “No problem,” he said, “they will love to live in Belize, too!”

As much as I have loved my time in Belize, my plane ticket is still scheduled to bring my parents and I home this Saturday so prayers are appreciated as we travel home!

The rest of this evening was spent at the Cayo Deaf Institute where our construction team has been working all week.  The Mennonite family, which is in charge of the institute, wanted to have us all out to eat so they cooked us dinner that consisted of chicken, tortillas, potato salad, (the best) pineapple (EVER!), and brownies!  On our way home though, about an hour and a half ago, one of our vehicles got a flat tire so it was quite the adventure as the men were changing a tire in the dark – driving in Belize is nerve wracking enough in the daylight so to have to be on the side of the road with no hazards made for a few close calls.  We did make it home safely and we now have a lot of laughs and good stories to tell!

So tomorrow is our last full day in Belize which will be spent packing up and preparing to leave, as well as having some fun in Belize City!


Day 7
August 8, 2014
9:30 PM

Today made me thankful beyond words that we had an indoor basketball court to play on this whole week. It was the first day that we spent all day outside in the Belizean sun and it didn’t seem to matter how much sunscreen I put on, I am still fried!!!

Having said that today was an absolute BLAST!

We left from the Baptist Training Center this morning around 8:30 and we arrived to Belize City around 9:30.  We loaded onto a boat that took us about an hour into the middle of an ocean to an island where we were going to eat, hang out, and go snorkeling.

Now, I have been snorkeling before, but never like this – the coral reef was beautiful and multi-colored fish were swimming everywhere!  We had two guides and I stayed with the guide, Stacy, in the back; she found me lots of animals to hold, among them being starfish and the biggest hermit crabs I have ever seen! I also had the chance to swim with some nurse sharks, stingrays, and a barracuda. It was one of the more adventurous things I have done.

We ate lunch at this outdoor restaurant and they had great kabobs and coconut shrimp.  There was a shopping strip down this island, but we didn’t purchase anything, although we did stop at an ice cream shop where I ordered Chunky Monkey ice cream, which is chocolate banana ice cream!

After hanging out for several hours on the island, we took our boat ride back to Belize City.  I was looking out into the ocean and I was amazed at the largeness of the ocean – how I could see where the sky and ocean touched and the earth seemed to drop off, but you know that it continues to go on and on – and I thought to myself, I can’t believe I serve a God that is so much bigger than the ocean, His grace is an ocean we are sinking in, and His love is relentless as the crashing of the waves.

Day 8
August 9, 2014
12:30 PM

My time in Belize is ending.

I am currently sitting in the Belize airport, waiting for my plane to take me back to the States.  There are a lot of emotions running through my head as I think about this week.  I am sad to be leaving behind a number of kids.  I am going to miss my team members immensely.  I am excited to be home and to see my three siblings again. 

Our plane leaves from Belize City at 1 pm. We should land in Minneapolis, MN around 9:30 pm.  From Minneapolis, we have a 2 ½ drive to our hometown, where I am very excited to fall asleep in my own bed already! Prayers are appreciated for safe travels, not only for my parents and I, but also for the other team members heading to their homes in Texas and Alabama!

In a couple days, I hope to have posted a video about our time in Belize as well as some closing thoughts!

Thank you so much for reading updates and supporting my team and I in prayer!




-Courage, dear heart. C.S. Lewis
Lexi